i get depressed at extreme high and low temperatures..
but what i'm dealing with right now is how am i going to survive 3 days half-alone
what's more in my mind is...i duno..i wanna make new friends but ends up in..nothing. i'd realised i've nothing to offer, really nothing. i've tried again and again "hey let's go out some time." they go "okay." but really they are in their own world. they dun call me out. they rarely reach out. guess they'd be better off without me.
everyone wants to belong to a group of friends to share and enjoy. i still want that. but it doesn't happen to me. perhaps it's because of my lack of confidence or i've known those - in the end - i don't belong to my new friends' perference of interests
i've lost all condfidence in singing too, i can't sing like i used to..perhaps it's bcos i'm pinning my hopes on just one genre only. i hope one day i have the confidence to sing what i wanna sing on stage..
i've too much on my mind perhaps..
