it's really hard when i wanna reach for the unseen when i suddenly realised i'm earth-bound

i ask myself why in the world do i want to continue some things that are so ungrounded?

it's hard to follow both St P & P, but if they want me to go, i will leave some situations behind 0 just leave them, get them settled some day

but i guess they may turn around n say to me, "Too much baggage"

Da...

without You, i am ABSOUTELY nothing (i'm so glad there's an absolute truth, thanks to Paps who nailed it straight into my wood XD)

Thank You

for allowing me to stay in the Room n know so much about myself. All i ask is the willingness to change even at the circumstances i'm facing now - it really seems impossible but it's because i forget that You are Always the "à l'encontre" = I M POSSIBLE

i want to be more aware of You to re-divert my attention to what i'm supposed to do when i'm off-course

BENNIEEEEE!!!

will pray for ur trip X3

responsibilities

are high although i've left a ministry. i'm guilty of neglecting that for two whole weeks!!! took me a looooong time to pick myself up n say - "Oi, no matter what, it's still a re-sp'sen-si-bi-li-ty"

sensibilty..responsiblity..they somehow rhyme n go hand-in-hand with each other

well, i'm glad i'm painfull aware of my negligence

not only that, i think i've neglected someone else too. She's been with me for so long. I hope she's ok. i will take responsibility for any wrongs n hurts that i've caused. Well, hoping for an outing with her! yaay! XD

Da..

thank You for yesterday

Perhaps You Knew i would be planning to spend some quiet time in the Room today

i've been waiting so long for this day - the worst hurt ever

but things are going to change, n they have begun to change. It's just that i need to be more aware - n when i am, i change

thank You that i'm on my own - is it Your Planning?

lots of things have happened...but, still, in the end...i'm back..

how can i forget?!

Feast of Saint Anthony of Padua!!!!!! Totally forgot :(

thank goodness i remembered..*phew*

Da

Thank you...please teach me to work on what's needed to be done since the answer's very clear now