preparation

I NEED CONFESSION!!!!!!!!

it's not easy

to "lighten up", "open up" and "let in new people" even "let in" new perspectives cos of issues about oneself are needed to be attended to first before the wall can be brought down


but if one gives oneself time to reflect without retort, usually revelation about the good about oneself is revealed and it's up to one to either face it or shun it. To face it is a step for oneself. To give heaps of excuses to shun it - well, see the above

seems like a never ending cycle then. sounds cliche but why not end this vicious endless cycle by facing it

there are

so many people to thank for

i didn't realised until i wrote a testimony

wow

change

i think i know why i hate homework

do you know how most parents press obligations on us and drive us to the wall with their expectations and obligations? it's not their fault - it's a high possiblity that their parents did the same to them too thus the misconception of obligation

maybe if obligation is done and taught in a positive manner without using comparision kids will accept homework as a means of revision, a progress to the biggie = exam, constant revision will help them to pass their exam and able to - in a gamer's term - level up

as for us adults, perhaps we'll just say to the negative thought, "it's not logical" and be willing to throw that negative thought away despite the past that we'd gone through which may be still alive in our minds, causing us to live in the past instead of the present - here and now

haha

was praying so desperately hard for a simple song to learn to make it 4 songs to sing as required. the song which i wanted to sleep after hearing became the simplest song and thus fulfilled the 4-song requirement! woohoo!

reflections

pretty much a lot since so many has happened

something unexpected happened to my health which took a turn for the bad. Perhaps i'm forced to do so to stop myself from overindulging in too many things. But it's not fair when i want to have some fun too.

aargh