just be alone
be it then
these words etched in my mind
as i complained to God how alone i was as i was walking
those words spoke
i felt better
i thought i could stand with these words that day but i realised i can't, cos i'd realised how much i'm lacking in their midst - i finally understood why i shouldn't be there that day - but since they were busy among themselves and/or they dun mind so i guess i shouldn't push myself too hard either. i'll try to remind myself to ask if i'm not sure
