BENNIEEEEE!!!

will pray for ur trip X3

responsibilities

are high although i've left a ministry. i'm guilty of neglecting that for two whole weeks!!! took me a looooong time to pick myself up n say - "Oi, no matter what, it's still a re-sp'sen-si-bi-li-ty"

sensibilty..responsiblity..they somehow rhyme n go hand-in-hand with each other

well, i'm glad i'm painfull aware of my negligence

not only that, i think i've neglected someone else too. She's been with me for so long. I hope she's ok. i will take responsibility for any wrongs n hurts that i've caused. Well, hoping for an outing with her! yaay! XD

Da..

thank You for yesterday

Perhaps You Knew i would be planning to spend some quiet time in the Room today

i've been waiting so long for this day - the worst hurt ever

but things are going to change, n they have begun to change. It's just that i need to be more aware - n when i am, i change

thank You that i'm on my own - is it Your Planning?

lots of things have happened...but, still, in the end...i'm back..

how can i forget?!

Feast of Saint Anthony of Padua!!!!!! Totally forgot :(

thank goodness i remembered..*phew*

Da

Thank you...please teach me to work on what's needed to be done since the answer's very clear now

why?

why always "no"?

why can't i be a kid?

why can't i be selfish like everyone else is?

why must i grow up?

i feel like a fish thrashing about when it's caught up in the net. Once swimming in its own waters, having its own way of dealing thing suddenly exposed - painfully, unable to breathe in its own waters again

but the Fisherman who Caught me Knows Better. He Knows that I'll grow better out of my cluster of thorns as I thrash about, learning to deal in new waters

it's a matter of me accepting - and trusting - that fact

Da

made all the effort to go early

spent some time in silence

got one whole day of fabulous time-arrangement

i don't really need to lift much of my fingers

all i did was to do my best

Thank You for them, Da

Thank You