long since i blog here
i'd realised i can do so many very basic things without thinking - very naturally
it was then i remembered that my counsellor told me that my basic mechanisms had been seriously affected by the many traumas that i'd gone through
it was counselling that helped me to realise things, even Coffee Bean and morning snacks. There are many more things that i'd realised
but most amazingly is that i could do basic things so naturally that i wonder if it's true, that i start doubting myself. but it's the truth that i can now
i'm like a baby starting to crawl..
