sigh

no wonder i got no replies from my spiritual directors...

"you're adult, mature enough to make your own decisions." was Shimp'-sama's reply (Ivan sent to heaven - die laughing!!!! meow miss uuuuuu :3)

then, for every human, to take every consequence as it comes

i really duno how to handle, i duno wat decision to make

to quit or not to quit

that is the question

i'm tired i just want to indulge

my studies are taking a toll on me n i need all the time, i hate ministries now cos they've become a hinderance to me now - time's wasted

and to indulge in wat i want to do without any obligations - anime, Japanese, manga drawing..that's what i want..

but one ministry keeps holding me back n i get the feeling that i should stay on there

aaaargh