cry

i need you

forever

oh

i thought, "Later must prepare for 5pm...""

it was then i remembered today's Thursday, not Friday

although it's over

i did something bad during exam. whatever the reason was, it was still bad. i thank the great four for all you've told me

if Tezuka Kunimitsu is really alive, in the real world, i don't tink he'd ever do that

zette will never do it again

yurusan

comfort

i ask myself why am i doing for them...do i expect real or fleeting thanks in return or none at all? i know one doesn't

the only One who understands and i can relate to for this is you

hmm..

finally the quiet one inside of me has taken over much - really thankful for that bcos it opens a door to things i've never thought before and realised

this period has been a trying period: being 'twisted' around but for the better, some near-nervous-breakdown states, whole new transitions in getting used to new - restricted, frustrating, low-end - gadgets (my mind's made up...switching to Apple when i have the means! Ben will be happy to hear this!)

but through it all i am thankful and blessed to have all these, and again to those who unceasingly have been with me all these years and some pushing me beyond wat i thought i never could have and achieve

this Lent

has turned out to be one of the most interesting Lenten seasons ever

i've been tried and tested beyond my box, mentally-painfully again and again, through many breakdowns, complains and outbursts

i'm slowly beginning to understand why i'm being asked to do things that are out of my box

i'm slowly seeing more of my barrier being broken down by people who have been seeing the potential in me..these are actually strengths that i'm not aware of

but it's because i'm willing to move, surprisingly even when i'm so dang relunctant to, in almost any situation

i've changed to be more outgoing within

Praying really works

i've so much to thank for

Da :3

ramblings

life still goes on after all the celebrations - employees go back to work and students go back to school.

students may say to me, "Wow, how i wish i'm like u studying at home, no need to stay in school, no need to work for almost the whole day"

i have my woes. i have too much to study. being a slow learner i use a lot of techniques to study to catch up. These techniques take me the whole day that i haven't been able to really touch my notes yet.

well, u could say i have the luxury of staying at home from ur point of view, which i will nod my head about this

everyone has problems although one would say to another "i dun have this problem but i have that problem" if u lay them all out with the people u spoke with, one would realise everyone has the same "weight of problem"